Pride is not only a scream

Pride is not only a scream,

a party, a demonstration.

Pride is taking the hand

of the ones in their journey.

Pride is standing together,

stronger.

Pride is protecting those

whose strength is still in training.

Pride is celebrating

each other’s

steps.

Pride is keeping each other

on our toes.

Pride is being visible

when it is safe.

Pride is being in the closet

when there is no way out.

Pride is giving each other confidence.

Pride is giving each other hope.

Pride is giving each other the space

to dream of freedom.

Belonging

How long do you have to be in a place to belong to it?

Roots, soil, water, air.

You belong where you are. Naturally.

Fear

Sometimes it’s someone
who locks you
away

Sometimes it’s you(r)
f
e
a
r

Leaving

She felt such a relief leaving the house behind. They’d been so clear about how nice they were, all of them. Doing charity work, pitying the less fortunate; helping their friends, ‘because poor things, they really needed it. They assured her they were more than a family, they were the family everybody could wished for. They had jobs and got together for dinner on weekends, they were so fit and white and not poor. ‘Stability and tradition’.

She turned to take a picture as she left. Maybe her parents were not that old, maybe her friends were not so careless, maybe she was not over ambitious, maybe she was good enough. Her life was good enough.

It’s all about perspective.

Tanks

Tanks have crossed the border,

I read while I wait for my coffee.

Oh, after so much Covid, this is life,

waiting in line for someone else to brew you a nice cup of Italian coffee.

 

Another notification.

War in places I cannot pronounce.

Of borders I can’t place on a map.

And a newsletter, discount on shoes.

Maybe I need new ones, good, resistant,

for my daily battle at the office.

 

I read the news quickly to have something to say

in case my colleagues bring it up.

Oh but those shoes.

And another newsletter.

Low prices in all winter clothing.

 

I take the subway while drinking my coffee.

I forget the news and listen to a podcast.

 

News of wars somewhere not that far away,

if I cared about geography.

But  I have a job, I can take the subway

and buy coffee to take a way.

I can walk in the shoes I already have

and enjoy the free air in my own town.

 

I read about wars I don’t understand.

 

I don’t feel frighten.

I’ve forgotten the wars on my side of the border.

The lack of freedom choking…

The sounds of guns and bombs

even when there is silence.

The colors of the war

creating an artificial nightly sunset.

 

The not knowing.

Angels wear white

#angelswearwhite is a fantastic #film about how corruption puts a price to everything but takes away the #value of everyone, specially young women.

Colors

colours, light

shapes and movement

she is

looking through a window

handcuffed

feet tied

free to fly

in her dreams

her mind will always be

hers

free

Pulse

Check my pulse

See?

I’m alive

I’m breathing!

No matter the words,

the guns,

the wrong

I’m right here

in front of you

Living, loving!

Check my pulse

See?

I’m alive

I’m breathing!

I’m on top of the world

Full of love to give

And receive

And keep

And give away, later

When I’m older

Check my pulse

See?

I’m alive

I’m breathing!

I’m not going anywhere

This is my place,

My city, my country

I belong here

at home, at work, at parks

at clubs

Check my pulse

See?

I’m alive

I’m breathing!

I’m ready to Pride

to sing, to dance

To get married

To have children

To take care of my loved ones

To work, to create

Check my pulse

See?

I’m alive

I’m breathing!

And you are too

We are together

Sharing

Celebrating

Loving

Living!

Check my pulse

See?

I’m alive

I’m breathing!

In the flesh

In the memories of our loved ones

In our actions

In our words

In our legacy to the world

In all our queerness

Kronborg

Ophelia waits for me

The nearest to Sweden

I have ever been

The rain falls

as her touch

on my cheek

Her eyes

crying over the world

again

To be always

free

to be

Out of the world

the box

to think

Limitations, dangers

fearless

to live

To be

free

to be

To live

or not

to be

Gone before the dawn

Gone before the dawn

On a date planned long ago

A wordless goodbye

for a timeless song